what makes u a royal shi*head??

last friday, i went back to melaka.. yea la jmpe my nenek.. xkan jmpe hang tuah plak.. b4 crashing at her place.. first off we head to the bank.. my umee wants to poke money.. n guess wat i saw right at the outside of the bank.. some kid begging at people that walks out of the bank for some extra bucks.. yes a beggar if i must say.. but somehow, it struck my long-gone-due-to-no-use rationality because my brother said that such people are orphans from the orphanage.. upon hearing dat, i was like.. wut the hell? is the fact that they have no parents give u the green light to make them beg.. well thats not the worst part here.. the money they get aren't for them, its for another third party dat uses it all on their own benefits.. oh come on~

the thing that hell i couldn't make myself understand is, why make fool out of people's empathy? using orphans to beg is one of the lowest thing of morale to b done.. if they don't have any morale then dats another story.. but think of it if such things ever happen to someone of ur flesh n blood? so, i don't get it.. do these people ever think or heartfelt? no brains or no heart?stuuupid~

rite.. i'm not noble myself either.. i swear n curse like saying hello.. solat bleh kire seblah tgn jeh beb.. but then i'm still aware that makan harta ank yatim dose kott.. both my empathy n sympathy are as small as the matches drawer but i think i've use it all dis time because its too pitiful to see wut the orphans hv to do to ensure living.. n its not for their benefits though.. its for some other scumbag dat hv horrendous heart n face to do it themselves.. it awakens me to realize how less gratitude i hv been all these while for not fully appreciating what i have n had all along.. people might say i'm just being soft hearted.. but i say, the world is being harsh n unfair.. its not just me then.. its me n the world i suppose..